I hurt myself today 我今天感受着疼痛 to see if I still feel 去试探我是否还有感觉 I focus on the pain 我把注意力集中在疼痛上 the only thing that''s real 唯一真实的东西 the needle tears a hole 针划出了一个洞 the old familiar sting 这很久以前就熟悉的刺痛 try to kill it all away 想要就这样结束我的生命 but I remember everything 但是我记得每一件事 what have I become? 我变成什么样子了？ my sweetest friend 我的那些亲爱的朋友 everyone I know 每一个我所熟知的人 goes away in the end 最终都离我而去 and you could have it all 但是你可以拥有这一切 my empire of dirt 肮脏的国王（不肯定哈） I will let you down 我会让你失望，让你伤心 I will make you hurt 我会让你受伤 I wear this crown of thorns 我带着荆棘做的皇冠 upon my liar''s chair 坐在我这张撒谎者的椅子上 full of broken thoughts 充满了破碎的想法 I cannot repair 我不能修复 beneath the stains of time 在被时间污染的背后 the feelings disappear 感觉消失 you are someone else 你变成了别的什么人 I am still right here 我还站在这里 what have I become? my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end and you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt if I could start again 如果我可以重来一次 a million miles away 在百万里远的地方 I would keep myself 我会变成我自己 I would find a way 我会找到一条路（我会找到一种方法的）
